I am a single 40 year old woman, who at one time in my life I had it together. I have a big heart at least that is what everyone tells me. I took in two beautiful little girls 1 1/2 years ago due to abuse. They are now 1yr. and 3 yrs. They have what they need and that is LOVE. The only thing that really matters. They keep me going. But thanks to their family they located us and sabatoged my car that I worked and and sweated and shed blood by building boats to pay every penny for it now its gone. Then I get the good ole dominoe effect, layed off from my job and have went through my retirement as though I never even had it. but I am determined to help these girls feel safe, happy and loved. But it is so hard to live with no transportation. Never thought I would ever be in the shape I am today. I try to help so many ppl. and I know in my heart that God will reward me someday for the good I have done. I don't want a hand out. I want to be able to someday pay it forward. And I have the Faith that I will. I do believe that each and everyone of us no matter what the need will be helped. God has a reason and gave us a purpose in life. We all in some way or another has taken for granted the little things. I do believe that God doesn't put anything on us that we can't handle. Even though sometimes the struggles seem so difficult to overcome. My Grandmother raised me and she use to say if ever in need set your pride aside and ask a stranger for help. That is what I am doing. I don't have much to give to anyone right now that is material. But I do give my blessings. We all need to learn to pay it forward in some way or another even if its just something small. Something Free like Love. That's what I am giving everyday and will forever. And always remember that the Love you give is most important and will live on even when we don't. And I am upset how society can stubb thier noses at someone asking for help. I feel ashamed just by asking for something because I have always been independent. Never really knew how some people can be so cruel. Lets all pray for those folks, because after all I didn't plan this situation to happen to me and I hope and pray that it doesn't happen to those who just don't care to understand. God Bless them. Sometimes I feel they need more help than I do. I was recently diagnosed with a lung mass and my meds. alone is an amazing 8,000.00 a month I am overwelmed and shocked by this. I also feel guilty for deleting one of my friends on here. the one that sent me a email that said you don't vote for me so you lose my votes. That was selfish especially when this person has a car but is complaining about not having a/c. I want everyone to say a prayer for this person. I understand that we all have things that happen where we can't vote everyday. But we are all in this together so come on friends lets stay together and not be selfish. Thank each and everyone of you who share their prayers and stick with this. Maybe I was wrong by deleting that person but we are all once again in the same situation. Thanks all. My heart made me re-add the friend I deleted. God has a plan I feel it. Smile at someone today its contagious and will lift them up.