i am a single,a disabled 48 year old female who feels i never get a break...i have just been diagnosed with something else..will this cycle ever end i wonder? how much more can i ..one woman take? of that i am not sure.. i've struggled financially all of my life;and all of my life i've worked very hard; most of the time working two jobs and spending time helping others; working in the medical field myself as a medical assistant until 09/08/2002 when i had surgery w/ complications; i had a seizure disorder and had to "not drive for 2 years" this was soooooo tough...i had to rely on friends and family and that's wasn't ez...i was on 35 medications w/ numerous illnesses congestive heart failure, diabetes, thyroid, hypertension, obstructive sleep apnea, asthma, pulmonary embolism the list goes on...my seizure disorder was controlled and i worked since i was 15..but once on coumadin...my seizure disorder became eratic and out of control; i always know when i have them and can't do much during those times; finally after two years of not driving i was semi controlled and allowed to drive short distances,...i've fought seizures and high blood pressure since age 12.. i've dealt w/ all kinds of hardships....it seems like i try so hard and i really could use a break sometimes..it seems because i've worked so hard and have no children i can't get help..,my credit isn't the best because i have to rob from peter to pay paul..i really do need a "dependable vehicle; since 09/08/02 my hardships really began then starting w/ a blood clot to my lung and a trip to icu; and has now ended w/ bariatric surgery they told me i needed; i am ill alot, can't eat much food and when i do i am sick... and i am struggling w/severe depression-because of mental, physical ,emotional & financially; i try to substantiate income the best i can w/ yard sales;i tried to set one up 2 weeks ago and at that point was ill and couldn't run it.. even trying to do the best that i can my credit isn't the best due to medical debt etc;so debt ratio, credit history etc is a huge factor..just never enough to go around... there's so much more i could say; to receive a good dependable van or truck w/ ext cab would make truly be a blessing and make my day but realistically anything would be a blessing when u struggle u realize any help is awesome!; it's hard to say everything that i feel but two weeks ago the police had thought i would commit suicide; i don't feel i am at that point but certainly am going to counselling;which again is another debt...but much needed.. i feel that should you be able to help me that would be one thing off of my worrisome plate...so many things bother me ; finances mostly to the point they make me ill; then don't feel well most times too boot; stress can really do a number on a person..i can't seem to find the right mate etc; i have been down & out now for awhile but am truly sad as well; i have been one who has tried to help everyone i know ; i could say more but most folks get the idea ...thanks for your time and consideration i don't really need a new vehicle just a dependable one; it doesn't have to be perfect.in addition; due to the seizures i didn't drive for 2 years; they have somewhat been controlled and i am no longer having grandma seizures; however on occasion i do have the petit mal; i have proved that i am responsible about driving; i do not drive before; during or a few days after the episodes and stay fairly close to home or have family & friends with me.....thanks again kathy