I moved home to help out mom but she later got lung cancer not very long after I gave up my cheap apartment. I spent years dealing with my sister over mom's passing. I was working part time for a chiropractor and mom died in 96. My boss sold his business in 1999 so I haven't been working much just on and off. I had to move from mom's house and lost a lot I gave away or didn't get to take- attornies and greedy sister ugh!! I ended up with an $1150 apartment and my disability is 1300. So not much left over and trying to sale things look for roommate in one bedroom need a two bedroom. If I don't get a job where I need high speed going back to dial up. It is hard to find work from home which I need. I have problems with my leg and leg ulcers at times and not young anymore. I need and can't afford the support hose for them or even food etc. I have tried everything and offer advice for help elsewhere with no pay and I know how hard it is for everyone. I had some money but my sister got greedy and wasted it all on attornies after mom died. Choke on this 75grand from mom and what I had saved but mostly from mom what she left me BUT my sister threw it all away as she didn't get everything so what a waste. I could have helped people with that as that is my nature. I have almost died two times and had numerous health problems throughout my life. I am getting real close to being homeless. There is no family left just me and the cat. I have a car 86 but it won't start and is old so it takes lots to fix again. I don't have the money to fix it. I keep thinking things will get better and people who say they will help to take pictures of things and lift so I can sale more don't follow through. I have to talk to car insurance and drop it not driving it. Someone stole cash,license and credit card in Aug. and still haven't gotten to DMV for my id no one to take me. I could use a different car or repair this one and need a dang job badly. If I was physically able I would clean houses. I even applied to work for car charities. Hopefully things will get better soon for me and all of us. I would love to be 29 again. Thank you for the votes and I do my best to return them if computer lets me and it is old too. Hugs and prayers this life for all gets better!!!And thanks to Brian here it has for many people!!