6 CHILDREN AND I. Sept, Oct, Nov, Dec, Jan, Feb, Mar, April and July!!! Whoo!!! That is how our birthdays fall from me, Genice(34), Eric(15), Destiny(11), Asia(8), Ahriana(6), Matthew(3), Jamia(15mo), to Jordan age 14 whom I've given to an adoptive family and Aarron whom would be 7yrs old but instead has gone to be with the Lord. We have had many obstacles just as everyone has and will, because in order to serve God we all have to face these painful and difficult times. Although most of the time I have sown into my own obstacles, the Lord has still stood on His word and has not forsaken my family. In fact, I am here this very moment because of a heartfelt prayer for direction at 3am on 10/27/09. I never really knew what it truely meant to ask to here from God and actually HEAR HIM!! He promised to guide me and has led me here; a place unbeknowence to me and I do believe that He has already ordered my steps. Now, I understand that my profile is suppose to be about me and my story but I also understand as well as you should, that "IT ISNT ABOUT ME...ITS ABOUT HIM!!" Yes, I have been abused, homeless, broke, broken, depressed, a victim, talked about, picked on, suicidal, hospitalized and so much more. But BLESSED NON THE LESS!!!! He LIVED, SUFFERED,DIED and CAME BACK for us; VOLUNTERALY!!!! That can only be a LOVE we know nothing about. Thanks for visiting me! May God Bless you abundantly!!! Love, Genice and family _______________________________________________ *************UPDATE**UPDATE**UPDATE************ _______________________________________________ JUNE 26, 2010***I HAVE BEEN SERVING THE LORD FOR SOME TIME NOW AND THINGS ARE REALLY STARTING TO MAKE SENSE TO ME NOW. THE LORD ONLY WANTED FOR ME TO DEPEND ON HIM TOTALLY TO DO HIS WILL IN MY LIFE. DOING WHAT I WANTED TO DO WAS NOT IN HIS PLAN. I HAVE TOTALLY SURRENDERED MY LIFE TO HIM AND HAVE RECEIVED THE GREATEST GIFT KNOWN TO MAN; THE GIFT OF SALVATION. ACTS 2:21 "AND IT SHALL COME TO PASS, THAT, WHOSOEVER SHALL CALL ON THE NAME OF THE LORD SHALL BE SAVED." SERVE HIM WITH ALL OF YOUR HEART, MIND AND SOUL!!! WHEN YOU ARE TRULY HIS, HE WILL BECOME YOUR PROVIDER. ALL OF YOUR NEEDS WILL BE MET "ACCORDING TO HIS WILL". HE LOVES US AND IS CALLING US TO REPENTANCE. APOLOGIZE, ASK FOR FORGIVENESS FROM THE LORD AND THEN TURN QUICKLY AWAY FROM YOUR SINS TO RECEIVE HIS HOLY SPIRIT WHICH WILL DWELL INSIDE OF YOU. START PRAYING TO DEVELOP A RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM AND THEN, WATCH HIM QUICKLY MOVE IN YOUR LIVES. THIS IS THE KIND OF LOVE THAT WE HAVE ALL BEEN SEARCHING FOR. THE KIND OF LOVE WHERE YOU CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM, YOU GO TO SLEEP WITH HIM ON YOUR MIND AND WAKE UP THE SAME WAY. YOU SMILE UNCONTROLABLY BECAUSE YOU SEE A GLIMPSE OF YOUR FUTURE WITH HIM AND YOU KNOW THAT EVERYONE WISHES THEY HAD WHAT YOU HAVE.(Ladies!!!!) THAT KIND OF LOVE THAT GIVES YOU BUTTERFLIES WHEN YOU TALK ABOUT HIM. THE INTENSE NEED TO TALK TO HIM EVEN WHEN YOU THINK HE NEEDS TIME AWAY FROM YOU. THE KIND OF LOVE WHERE YOU CAN BE INTIMATE AND LET EVERYTHING OUT WITHOUT BEING LAUGHED AT OR PUSHED AWAY. "HIS LOVE" .........IS SIMPLY PERFECT! HE WILL LET YOU KNOW THAT HE HAS BEEN WAITING FOR YOU SO THAT HE COULD LOVE YOU, YOUR HIS AND HE ALWAYS KNEW YOU WERE HIS. HE WILL TELL YOU THAT YOU ARE ALSO ON HIS MIND NONSTOP. SO MUCH THAT HE DOESNT SLEEP THEREFORE HE WATCHES YOU WHILE YOU REST. AND WHEN YOU WAKE UP HE HAD BEEN WAITING PATIENTLY BECAUSE HE WANTED TO SPEND TIME WITH YOU. HE INFORMS YOU OF THE PLANS FOR YOUR FUTURE TOGETHER AND WILL BRAG ABOUT YOU TO HIS ANGELS AND COMMAND THEM TO WATCH OVER YOU DAY AND NIGHT. EVEN HIS ANGELS KNOW YOUR NAME AND LOVE YOU. IF YOU DIDNT NEED TO SLEEP HE WOULD LOVE TO TALK TO YOU ALWAYS BUT YET AND STILL WHILE YOU SLEEP HE WHISPERS IN YOUR EAR AND GIVES YOU COMPLETE REST AND COMFORT KNOWING THAT HE IS GOD ALMIGHTY, THE EVRLASTING KING OF KINGS, LORD OF LORDS, THE ONE WHO REIGNS FOREVER AND EVER,IN THE MIGHTY NAME OF JESUS, AMEN!! ONCE YOU BECOME HIS BRIDE...YOUR HIS FOREVER AND WILL NEVER BE FORSAKEN!!